When I Fall In Love With Someone Who Older Than Me

Now I know the answer to the question that bothers me for two weeks. he's the person I love, had a couple and it seems they will continue to pursue the more serious to the wedding.
I had been mad, I made ​​a rather crazy by man. This might be called a sense of moment. I've realized that now I'm admiring someone. just amazed.
too many differences between us. of differences in age, generation, views, yes he probably is not my soul mate. God may determine that we are only as brother and sister. because my man like it was a close friend of my brother. he was also a graduate of high school graduates the same place where I go to school too. He had also been a student of the university where I was a student at the venue at this time.
but unfortunately he was excluded because the university did a demonstration in front of the campus. very naughty and daring!
yeah maybe I just admire him. He was not handsome, but I think he has charisma. I did not know why I can love him?
great! He is one man who can make me feel insane, mad, upset, depressed, hahaha.
I seem to be prepared mentally for the left mate: D